1000 Frames
(on lesbian pornographic film
produced in 1923 Germany;
first screened illegally in France, 1924)
Tristan Silverman
Gripping at the waist, girls
struggle to balance each other in
their short solitude from men.
No sound but light pressed against
A delicate piece of chemical
paper. A slow 30 seconds of
flesh on plastic, a camera
clicking its teeth with crime,
the man filming shakes a little
from watching, leans
on the wood shelf;
warehouse silence
filled in young light and
haste and air heavy with coal.
A melody made from two
women, their heads pressed
together, cannot translate into
the language of air. A small boy,
crouched in the corner, stunned,
considers what he should steal to
prove it happened. This is a lonely life,
recorded in smoke. We tell so many
lies about silk. A fabric which will fall
into gravity's mouth, on purpose.
Its pink handshake, its puddle
landing at the girl's ankles,
soft as eggs, while the other
becomes wing and memory
and chipped sun on the
woman’s mouth. As if the angry
reel of film weren't rattling so
much as racing to capture them,
moving. Though, no machine yet
has understood desire, only
that so much of it is damned.
What history will let us account
for: Dust and memory, our
begging heels, the insects
swarming from the river, pushing
at the windows. The boy
wondering if bugs, shaped like
smog and mere hours from
death also long to steal some
item away. Ridges of skin wrinkled
between the absolute fingers, or
the whisper the brunette puts in
the blonde's ear that no one,
not even the director, can hear.
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